I get jealous whenever you tweet each other about that kinda stuff... I get jealous whenever I see you guys together... Why is that? I thought I had told myself I would never date you or anything because I fear the consequences of a break up.... Recently you have been talking less to me and more to him. I'm wondering, why the sudden change? I don't even know why I'm feeling all of this... Really heart ache... I think I might really have fallen for you.. I can rant on twitter and you would ask me what's wrong. But I can never tell you...all I can do is put on a fake smile and say its nothing....or say the problem is about something else... I'm just so stupid... I just have to fall for every girl who already likes someone else... Again, I feel as if I'm a pauper against a prince... Now it seems like everyone has someone, except me... So what do I do? walk slowly behind..alone while everyone else walks ahead happily with their partner... Sometimes I wonder if I will even get a girlfriend, or die alone when I'm old.. As I walk on the streets I see couples everywhere. Can't help but sigh. I know I shouldn't find a relationship, instead let it come to me...but I just can't help it. arghhhhh............fuckkkkkkkkk laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
