Regrets, jealousy, dissatisfaction with life, mood swings....I wish it would all go away.. How do I find true happiness? I may have all the material possessions I need but none of them bring me true happiness. All they do is entertain me... I regret missing all the opportunities given to me in the past. I regret not studying hard for my o's I regret not bonding with my secondary school classmates I regret being shy and sometimes, I even regret choosing my course..
I miss the old days. Everything was so much simpler in secondary school. I didn't have so much problems. Actually I didn't even have problems at all. Even though everyday was the same routine, I was somewhat content. But however I was hoping poly would be better. Like maybe change my life from being a shy guy with not many friends, to someone who knows everyone and has friends here and there. I even hoped to experience a relationship. Well I was fucking wrong....
