Monday, April 25, 2011
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Friday, April 22, 2011
I feel so jealous, angry, frustrated.
I feel like i'm being replaced.
Suddenly during the holidays you guys have become much closer.
And you guys have much more fun with them than with me cos I can't do lots of things...
So now what?
Replace me?
Forget all the time we spent together back in secondary school?
Seriously...I would like to feel a little more fucking appreciated.
I don't even know why I still care.
Life sucks..
everything always seems okay but there's always a part of me that hurts..
I just wish I had another life sometimes...like a different lifestyle
I wanna be sociable but i'm always shy...
thus my dream....my desire...would never come true..
I really really envy people who have everything I want..
What I want cannot be bought with money..
so whats the point of having so many things if you're still not happy?
Every now and then whenever I see couples, my heart just sinks...
thinking about how I never stood a chance with her..
yes now I think i'm falling for her...AGAIN
my heart is really playing games with me.
why does everything be so hard?
why do I have so much conflict within me?
why do I feel so fucked up all the time?
I can never stay happy for more than a day..
because whenever i'm alone I start thinking... a lot
fuck this, fuck everything..
I don't wanna fucking care anymore
