Do you know how I really feel? You don't right? You guys will never understand at all. You don't know the feeling of getting left out.. you don't know the feeling of getting ignored.. you don't know the feeling of feeling like a stranger in your own damn clique... Sometimes I wonder why the hell I cared so much back then. I know you shouldnt expect anything in return for doing favours and all but I think I deserve to be treated better than this. Ever since what, sec 3? Everytime someone you guys are close to comes along, I suddenly don't fucking exist.
Then everytime I wanna plan outing, but noooooo a certain SOMEONE HAS TO OBJECT Please la you wanna object then give some bloody ideas okay? I'm always the one planning. Since when have you organized an outing?
And you guys never ever put yourselves in my shoes. Never think how I would feel. Just don't bother... And the best part is, you guys don't even realise anything. I think only 1 of you is still okay. The rest, I've been putting up with all this crap for so damn long. Suffer in silence cos I know you guys would always argue that your right and i'm wrong. And i'm not good at arguing... I hope you open your eyes
