Thursday, December 30, 2010
I guess all I can do now is dream. Maybe she'll be with someone else soon.
I'm just so stupid and timid.
Can't even talk to her....
Its totally my fault...
but why was it so hard?
And I really don't know what's going on now. I feel so lonely.
I'm not feeling any joy.
I have nothing to look forward to.
I feel that its just so unfair.
I sometimes wish I had another life.
I don't care anymore.
I think I should stop caring about anything.
I think its all unnecessary and it only wastes my time to care about stuff that doesn't benefit me in any way...
